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Name: Cassie
Country: United States
State: Kansas
Metro: Overland Park
Birthday: 6/10/1983
Gender: Female
Interests: Music, Sleep, Anime, Blogging, Movies, Tattoos, Piecrings, Sharp Objects, Being Tragic, Psychology, Reading, Writing, Goth, Emo, IDM, Industrial
Expertise: Kyle, Friendship, Panic Attacks, Being Tragic, Sleeping, Web Page Design, Getting Drunk
Occupation: Student
Industry: Computers (Internet)
Message: message meEmail: email me
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AIM:  ToterEngelTraum
Yahoo:  Ripped_Paper
MSN: lipglossfiendmew@Kittymail.com
Member Since:
12/16/2001
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| I think I got out okay this semester considering all the time that I
missed. I got a B in Photography most likely a B in Art History and
I'll be lucky to get a D in Color Design, attendance is 25% of your
grade so with my surgery, I fucked that up! I mean that's fucking crazy
if you ask me...I mean were all 20 somethings and life kicks your ass
so I'm pretty sure everyone got a sucky ass grade in that class.
Anyhoo here is the classes I am taking next quarter as soon as the
stupid fuck heads get my transcript thru from N.E.I the fuckers finally
sent it after I've been fighting with them for 6 months...*rawr* I want
a gyro...
Studio Photography - it looks like Fey is the only teacher with openings but I may hold out a tad and try to get Tom's class
Digitial Photography
History of Photography
Advanced Photography - if a spot opens up!
Art History Ren to Mod - with of course Ted cuz he rocks...
Yah...I want to take a shit ton of Photography classes because I'm an
art dork...I really dug my photography class and some of my work will
be displayed around the school at the beganning of next semester and my
teacher recommed that I enter a few pieces into some comitions so I did.
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| My surgery is scheduled for 11:45 tomorrow morning. It should take
about an hour or so. I'm not as worried as I was, it's just the being
knocked out and waking up an hour later and not knowing wtf just
happened...hehe...
Anyhoo send me love and stuff...
Now I just have to worry about getting all my homework done.... | | |
| So where to start this random bitch fest....
My back has been super achy all week so I finally went to urgent care
on Saturday, they said I pulled it and gave me muscle meds. On Sunday I
did a bunch of lifting at work and thought I just hurt it more. I went
to work on my project for school and dumped ink all over it so now I
need to start all over again after 4 days and fucking work, but that's
not the bad part. Kyle and I went to Jose Pepper's and then came home
about 9:30 my back really started to hurt and then by 10:30 it was my
back and my side and it was unbearable. I ended up going to the ER and
they shot me full of morphine and told me I was having a gallbadder
attack. End part one.
Yesterday I went back to the hospital to have a ultrasound on my
gallbaddr and found out the results today. I have a huge freakin' stone
in my gallbadder and wall is 3x thicker then it's supposed to
be...verdict....surgery. I have an appointment with a surgern tomorrow.
Hopefully surgey within the week. I will probually have a week off work
because I won't beable to do anything...
Currently I'm on pain pills weeeee and nasesa pills to help me keep
food down. All I've been eatting is soup and oatmeal. I guess I'll up
date more on surgery later...Flowers and various other happy items are
welcome...*lol* I'm fucking scared shitless...
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| Okay so how my stress level has risen from reasonably stressed to holy
mother fucker my head is going to explode. First on the list of things
that is stressing my pants off is the fact that Kyle wants to move to
Iowa. I guess it depends if Clown gets his shit together because he may
be opening a studio and he would in turn then hire Kyle. I mean it's
good and all I just don't want to make the lept until we really know
what is going on. I mean if we did move I would be fucked 8 ways from
Sunday because I can't transfer my job and well duh, I wouldn't have
insurace and once again, I would have to find another school, but most
of all...I would have no money until I found a job and the most
important thing is we would have to get an apartment ASAP because of
the kitties whom I couldn't deal with putting them into a kennel for
more time. It broke my heart and the bank the first time. *sighs* I
mean I love Kyle more then anything in the entire world, but I want to
be able to at least seatle somewhere for a little bit and make friends
and be able to keep them instead of moving around and such...*pulls
hair* You see what I mean...I mean no matter what happens...I have to
go...love pulls you in funny directions...I would also like to thank
Jeri for getting coffee(tea for me) with me this morning so I could
rant...:) I love you!
Okay that is the big thing,
the next one is that I lost my fucking flash drive with all my fucking
homework on it! *cries* That totally fucking blows. It won't be that
hard to redo some of it and fast, but I'll have to hold off on the one
I need to re-scan...*screams* Yah, this sucks rather large monkey
balls...*cries*
The last sucky thing is I left my
photo paper in the dark room, my name is on it, but I have a feeling
someone will take it. *cries*
I guess VAST is
tonight so that is good...I guess...
Ummm...that is
pretty much it and ummm...mashed tatos are
yum-o...
This makes me happy
too:
 
I
love you Tooth Paste for Dinner!
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| it's really sad when you can drink some diet coke and get a buzz from the caffeine it and not beable to sleep...yah fuck all of you...
stuff:
- school is good, getting pretty good grades
- work is okay...getting overtime
- Kyle is good, he's in Iowa
- I actually sort of have friends...whoa..
- my parents are coming down in October
- my praying mantes died...(yah, i can't spell!)
- i need to go on vaction but fat chance
- i haven't gone to ren this year yet! :(
- i need to sleep
- nipple piercing hurt when they get stuck on something
- GO SEE VAST ON TUESDAY!!!!
- that's all i got for you folks...the kitties needs cuddles and i had sleeps...
- ps: sorry for being shitty about updating and returning phone calls..
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